Connection

If I could steal the sadness, I would;

I know what you’ve withstood.

Our universal connection is perfection.

Evidence shows that you’re enough.

Don’t waste your tears on the fucked up painful stuff.

You constantly tell me you’re a mess.

Yet, you’re stunning nevertheless.

Enduring this affliction;  

Your pain is nonfiction.

Serving an eviction notice…

Those mindless demons are ferocious.

Living with regret;

Doesn’t help you forget.

Can’t you see that you’re not secondary?

Let my devotion be your sanctuary.

Share your fears because I’m here for years.

Offering friendship as deep as a quarry;

Finish telling me your story.

I wrote the above poem just a few minutes ago. It’s about my best friend. It’s probably strange to some people that I’ve never met her in person. We have this rare connection. I believe it’s because we share our deepest and darkest thoughts with each other. I can tell her anything, I mean ANYTHING. She doesn’t judge me and she is my friend unconditionally. One day I do hope to meet her in person. Until then… e-mail, WP, texting, etc. will just have to work for us. I’ll take it and whatever else I can get from her.

She doesn’t see what I see in herself. I see so much exquisiteness. It shines through her words, the way she accepts me and her talents. Of course, there’s her beautiful face. She’s extremely private but I wanted to just show her my appreciation for her friendship and let her know how she inspires me and makes me feel like I’m somebody. If you would like to meet my best friend, go check out her blog…. https://whatsandrathinks.com/about/

Published by lennonliberated

The "About" me section is the first thing I look for when a blog catches my eye when scrolling through the discovery section of WP. Yet, it scares the living fuck out of me to have to sum up in detail this section of my very own blog. Why? Because whatever I write, you might be hooked or bored to tears. Actually, you're probably already bored to tears by now. So let me get to it then..... By the way, I used to have a blog called Fabulous With Glitches so some of this might sound familiar. Friends might describe me as the life of the party yet secretive. I tend to keep things inside that trouble me. I've been self-reliant all of my life and I don't like to show weakness or that something worries me. Holding back has led me to seek refuge here. I can write out my thoughts and feelings so that it frees up my mind. It seems like my mind is open 24/7 like a gas station and just never turns off the open sign. I grew up in the south and come from the typical opinionated southern christian parents. Well, they're very involved now in church. Growing up, my parents weren't necessarily "present" in my life. They were around and did the best they could I suppose. I'm grateful for everything they have contributed in my life. I know that it could've been much worse. As they say, I wouldn't be who I am if I didn't grow up the way that I did. Gritty is a good word to describe me as well. I've had to speak up and defend myself throughout my life. I'm confident and a bit headstrong. I have two cats and I adore them needless to say. Their names are Franklin and Farrah. Yes, I consider myself a crazy cat lady, what's it to ya? You will see pictures of them throughout my blog I'm sure :) Welcome and thank you so much for stopping by and peaking into my safe place full of random thoughts. XO

3 thoughts on “Connection

  1. I don’t know what to say. You’re such an amazing friend to me… and I am relieved (I guess that’s the word) that you think I’m an amazing friend to you, too. I try. Thank you for always being there for me and for caring. I wish I could say more but I just don’t have the words right now. You know, though. ♥

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